Wishing you have never said goodbye

If you knew how i felt, maybe you could see how it all used to be.

Being by his side, never wanting to say good Bye,

Making me laugh, when I just wanted to cry.

Something I didnt know it could happen,

Because I didn’t really knew,

It just happened to me from out of the blue.

Now that im old enough,

I realize that i had lost someone very special in my life.

I sit alone in my room just askin God why?

Still siting in my room asking one asking twice,

In times i want to cry, but I keep getting angry on the inside.

I just wander and i get upset and all I want to do is cry,

Asking my self what could have been if he was still by my side.

I will always carry all those memories deeply in my heart,

Like when we used sneak out to the park.

Putting me to sleep he there by my side,

Moments i wish i had never said good bye.

Just thinking about the way I could light up his day,

Just with a smile on my face.

If only I could have him by my side just for one last time,

To tell him i love him that hes greatly missed.

Tell him he was human, that i forgive all hes mistakes,

And that i know deeply in my heart he will never be replaced.

I know hes not here, but i just know I will always be my Daddys little girl.

I know hes up there looking down on me making sure i never trip.

Im shure he would be proud of what im coming up to be.

I know he will never let something bad get to me.

Im gonna keep loving you until the moment i die,

Wishing you were still here by my side,

just hoping you had never said good bye!!:(

By: Sarah M.